Dear mouse,
Definition of term: Autistic disorder (also called autism; more recently described as “mindblindedness”) is a neurological and developmental disorder.
The post is not to make fun of the disorder. It just describes my mental condition when my eyes are fixed on something and no one could bother me.
My mother used to say that when I was a child, I was fond of staring at anything that amused me…hardly moving. She was scared that I might easily be an object of hypnotist…of elementals who are out to get children’s souls…something, something and or who might just slip into a coma and die.
When I became much older, my mom asked me what’s going on with my mind when I am focused into something. I said that I feel my mind was like a camera that captured everything so when I was reading some books, after closing the book, I could remember which part of the page where I can find a particular sentence or word. Is that what you call pornographic memory…ermm photographic memory?
Yesterday, I became autistic again. :) . This is now how I describe myself when my mind is blind and deaf and mute because I just sit there and stare.
I watched four films in a row. Three James Bond movies and one romantic movie …ugh ugh ugh spare me even if the leading actor is Jude Law. It is not because I do not have a romantic bone in my body. Wrong. I got not one but two. Two in my shoulders which are so romantic that they refuse to part causing me pain. The doctor and the physical therapist diagnosed it as frozen shoulder but I referred to it as embracing shoulder bones because they do not want to let go of each other despite my ROMs.
The beginning of the story …which was about the two main characters going into sex the first time they met…strangers and all…ugh ugh ugh.
The end of the story…I did not see the rest because my mind and body decided to sleep… literally speaking….Even if the rating was three out of five…it was still a stupid movie for me. I do not think that you are going to swipe home with a stranger without even bothering to meet her and make an inquiry about her personal background, would you? You would not have sex with a drunk man who claims that he is the brother of the owner of the house who you did not even meet personally, would you? You can not just come to a foreign country in just one day preparation and learn how to drive on the left or right side of the car. Dumb, dumb, dumb.
In the same way that my perennial adversary in political forums
which I joined just to correct some wrong concepts…commented that Catholicism is the religion that promises nothing in life but everything in death. This guy does not know that Catholicism is not a religion. The religion is Christianity and not Catholicism. And all religions promise bliss after death even before the Man he calls JC roamed the ghettos of Jerusalem, people were already seeking for eternal bliss so that the pharaohs built pyramids where they could live and stash their wealth after they had reached their expiry dates. Their embalming style was not meant to preserve their bodies as mummies so that they can become relics that may be exhibited in the museums. They were used to preserve them for the next life which was more important for them because they believed it was more eternal. mTheir wealth were buried with them so that they had something to spend in “heaven”. Unluckily, the tomb raiders in the likes of Angelina Jolie became the beneficiaries of the past loot.
And he further commented that it is Catholicism which was hindering the progress of the Philippines which I could rebutt by mentioning that the godless Mao Tze Tung did not bring progress in the impoverished China during his reign of terror. He might have failed to notice that it was during Mao’s regime that millions of Chinese died of hunger.
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